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提前"破五"-Growing Time没有误会的释怀,总是让人觉得温馨,满意结局不是因为错误领会,总是让人来的欣慰.
新的一年近了,终于近了...
我经常认为,在人际关系中最坏的不是流言,也不是自负,最坏的是,对方不让你有表达感情的机会-不管是爱情还是愤怒的机会.
"沟通"是两个人的事,需要相互尊重,这当然也包括:对方有权利与你意见不同,有权利拒绝接受你的想法。
不久前，感情生活出现问题，受到很大打击。加上PITCH/NEW BIZ/REGULAR等事件接踵而至，无法更改或取消，所以我必须有效管理那份情绪，使工作不受干扰。现在看来，我做到了，但身体却付出了代价。
病了。。。发烧。。。咳嗽。。。康复。。。
“沟通”只是一个相互交流的过程，而并非只是一种手段用来达到我所期望的结果。我不可以操纵或者控制另外那个人按照我的意愿行事，进而实现我所期望的感情关系或结果。
该是珍惜现在的时候了，PRECIOUS NOW~
IPOD：<Will you SAVE me?> Winterless winter 外面的鞭炮开场了，笔笔很怕冷,像老母鸡一样趴在已经预热的电视上,听着窗外的声音,一阵一阵的乍毛...
才意识到一年就要落幕,该交上一篇总结:
手指发僵,我始终不是温暖的人，虽然我总是习惯将消极掩藏,想想昨天,许多人生的转折都发生在冬天,难怪我会对冬天心存芥蒂.
总是努力地去想冬天的美好,火锅,糖葫芦，庙会,雪人,但是还是不经意的抵抗不住,最怕冬天洗热水澡,猛一灌顶的冷热结合让人抑制不住想哭的冲动~那感觉像极了被遗弃,要独立面对世界的恐惧.不知道自己为什么越来越敏感,甚至听别人的故事也能让我感同身受个一整天,TA曾经问我,你说你怎么能有那么多的眼泪,说来就来，不考演员太浪费资源,可我知道你知我不是爱演,是真的太容易入戏,太容易理解别人的角度,太容易为任何人任何事感动.
同事发来的题目,我无聊的又认真的做了:
 IPOD: <温柔-五月天> *从一首开始再由这首歌结束,就算是完美的ENDING了吧.我想我还没有勇气听这首歌,但我总会有天听下去... I'M "SI BU XIANG"overtime, outthere
Mon, 9am up, 2am sleep.
 Tue, 8am up, 3am sleep.
Wed,8am up, 4am sleep.
Thu, 7am up, 4am sleep.
Fri, 8am up, 5am sleep.
Sat,11am, ....now is 9am,
- still not go to bed. life is continue...?
I hope to get really very ill.
So ill that my friends would come to visit me day and night.
So ill that I could forget all about the past...
So ill that I could live happily ever after...
attack
There is not a letter,
The door bell doesnt ring.
and eventually there is a telephone call,
But I cant accent the fate of someone dialinga wrong number.
lost and found
I wake up and find meself incomplete.
I try very hard to remember when I've lost it.
everyone in the str. is searching frantically.
I finally find that one hair I 've lost in the office.
wait
The hair is set, the earrings are set,
the set is set, the cameras are set,
the films are set, the lights are set.
the music is right, the postures are right.
thesmiles are right,
everybody is waitin'
waiting for the piece of cloud that might pass by'
angel on my way
u r my angel.
I'm ur bandage.
u r my wound.
I'm urs,u r mine.
unspeakable future
darlin'~if I were 30 pounds fatter, would u still love me?
if i were 5 inchs shorter, would u still love me?
and if I were 40 pounds thinner, would u still love me?
honey~if I were 20years younger, would u still love me?
Jesus!~Fuck, what d fuck!!!
Road
please spend 15 mins to walk a road
that would take 15mins to finish.
Or spend 30 mins walking the same road slowly.
of course, he is used to finishing the same
distance in 2mins.
and listening to 3 phone calls at the same time.
How EMBARRASSING"
luggage
Not paying attention, i lose my suitcase
i find him, the one i've been waiting 4 yl looking 4 the luggage
without hesitation, i follow him home to start a new life
as i enter the house, i see lying in front of me all the luggage he's picked up.
IPOD: <想哭-陈奕迅> |
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